My Darling Kiwi

I know it has been 14 days since my last post, but for some reason I couldn't bring myself to type this. Even now, it is hard - as in I'm bawling my eyes out with snot running down my face. {Not a pretty sight at all}

Two weeks ago today, my darling Kiwi passed away. She went quickly, thankfully - I am glad she didn't suffer long. I feel terrible because I wasn't home; my parents were and my mother stayed with her. After she passed I just needed time to myself since she was a big part of this blog and my life. 

I remember the day we found her, the day she was born... I love all my pets but she has always held a special spot in my heart. She was me with furr, we literally were inseparable when I was at home - she was my shadow and my partner in crime. I know I'm lucky to have had fourteen wonderful years with her... But it doesn't make the lose any easier. It is like losing your best friend, your sibling or child. It is performing those little tasks during the day that make me miss her the most - like taking a bath, cuddling on the couch or in bed with a book, or working out. Every day I think it will get better and instead I miss her more, in everything I do.

So here is to my baby girl, my little stinker... I miss you and I love you and I hope you are in a better place. Life is just not the same without you.

Give your furr baby a hug tonight, I know I will be hugging all of mine. We are lucky to have their unconditional love and friendship.

Eat clean, train hard, & inspire others,
-Jaren